1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from MoviesBRO.COM 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official FilmyBRO movies site: MoviesBRO.COM 3 00:00:41,666 --> 00:00:44,919 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 4 00:00:45,086 --> 00:00:47,005 Summer is starting. 5 00:00:47,172 --> 00:00:50,091 But the main thing is that Manuela and me 6 00:00:50,258 --> 00:00:53,219 invited to the pool at Daniel's villa." 7 00:00:54,471 --> 00:00:56,514 "I've been waiting for this for a long time. 8 00:00:56,681 --> 00:00:59,684 Maybe this time he'll notice me." 9 00:01:06,566 --> 00:01:07,776 Elvira. 10 00:01:11,196 --> 00:01:12,489 Elvira. 11 00:01:15,116 --> 00:01:18,370 Can you wake up your granddaughter? I'm late. 12 00:01:20,455 --> 00:01:24,042 Melissa hurry up you will be late for school 13 00:01:43,353 --> 00:01:44,521 Elvira. 14 00:01:49,192 --> 00:01:51,528 Can't you hear me? 15 00:01:51,695 --> 00:01:52,987 Please, will you jump in there? 16 00:01:53,154 --> 00:01:55,949 I'm late. I have to get dressed. 17 00:02:03,081 --> 00:02:04,165 Sorry. 18 00:02:04,332 --> 00:02:05,959 It's okay, I'll go there myself. 19 00:02:24,227 --> 00:02:25,854 But that's a mess. 20 00:02:26,646 --> 00:02:28,857 -Honey, alarm clock. -Go away. 21 00:02:29,024 --> 00:02:32,193 sorry baby but you will be late for school 22 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:33,653 go away 23 00:02:34,070 --> 00:02:35,321 We arrived there at 16:00. 24 00:02:35,488 --> 00:02:36,740 summer 25 00:02:36,906 --> 00:02:39,576 I wanted the whole way stop and go back. 26 00:02:39,743 --> 00:02:41,286 My heart was pounding in my throat. 27 00:02:41,453 --> 00:02:43,163 -Wait, don't ring. -Why? 28 00:02:43,329 --> 00:02:44,372 It's still early. 29 00:02:44,539 --> 00:02:47,417 Well, Titti said to come at four. 30 00:02:47,584 --> 00:02:49,044 Reach out. 31 00:02:50,712 --> 00:02:53,131 -I don't feel anything. -Are you crazy? 32 00:02:53,298 --> 00:02:56,676 It's about to explode. We'll leave while there's time. 33 00:02:56,843 --> 00:03:00,513 No. You've been longing for him for a year. Now finally... 34 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:02,682 And today I look like a monster. 35 00:03:03,808 --> 00:03:06,102 Don't be crazy. You look great. 36 00:03:13,526 --> 00:03:15,195 What if they find out I can't swim? 37 00:03:15,362 --> 00:03:17,697 -Don't go to the pool. -What if he finds out 38 00:03:17,864 --> 00:03:18,990 that I haven't kissed yet? 39 00:03:19,157 --> 00:03:21,743 are you crazy After all, we are they trained so many times. 40 00:03:21,910 --> 00:03:23,453 So calm down. 41 00:03:27,290 --> 00:03:29,584 -Who is it? -That? 42 00:03:30,168 --> 00:03:32,295 -The only one that can be pierced. - You have arrived. 43 00:03:40,512 --> 00:03:42,806 -On her, Patrizio. -No, I'm not in the mood. 44 00:03:42,972 --> 00:03:44,683 No, don't be a bastard. 45 00:03:44,849 --> 00:03:46,810 - Bye, Manuela. - I'm Manuela. 46 00:03:47,519 --> 00:03:49,062 I'm Melissa. 47 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:52,774 -Bye, Melissa. - Come on, Daniel. 48 00:03:52,941 --> 00:03:54,567 Excuse me. 49 00:04:01,574 --> 00:04:03,159 Well, I... 50 00:04:12,335 --> 00:04:15,714 You morons, my shoes! 51 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:18,883 They cost me 200 euros. 52 00:04:19,134 --> 00:04:23,263 -Who is it? -Lavinia. Arnold's girlfriend. It's a cow. 53 00:04:23,680 --> 00:04:27,726 Don't even think of throwing me in there too. Otherwise I'll kick your ass, okay? 54 00:04:31,354 --> 00:04:32,731 my love 55 00:04:34,357 --> 00:04:35,900 I will go there. 56 00:04:36,568 --> 00:04:39,487 Careful, they throw you into the water. 57 00:05:10,060 --> 00:05:12,228 No, he can't swim! 58 00:05:12,437 --> 00:05:15,231 Help her! Do something! 59 00:05:19,944 --> 00:05:21,029 were you afraid 60 00:05:21,196 --> 00:05:22,739 I? No. 61 00:05:25,492 --> 00:05:27,786 I thought you could swim. 62 00:05:28,995 --> 00:05:32,916 yeah i can swim but suddenly I got scared. 63 00:05:33,083 --> 00:05:35,293 What? You said you weren't afraid. 64 00:05:35,460 --> 00:05:36,795 Then. 65 00:05:42,300 --> 00:05:43,760 You were afraid. 66 00:05:46,596 --> 00:05:50,016 Come on. I'll show you the most beautiful place in the garden. 67 00:06:14,332 --> 00:06:17,460 So you can't swim. If you want, I'll teach you sometime. 68 00:06:17,627 --> 00:06:20,714 You can come here without all those people. 69 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:23,425 -So? -So... What? 70 00:06:23,591 --> 00:06:25,010 So will you come? 71 00:06:25,176 --> 00:06:27,345 -Yeah. -Do you like it here? 72 00:06:27,512 --> 00:06:28,763 Yeah. 73 00:06:29,514 --> 00:06:30,974 And do you like me? 74 00:06:33,935 --> 00:06:37,397 - A little bit. -What does your dad do? 75 00:06:37,605 --> 00:06:39,274 Construction engineer. 76 00:06:41,234 --> 00:06:43,403 - Are they building roads? -No, at the miners. 77 00:06:43,611 --> 00:06:46,322 It's on the platform in the middle Indian Ocean. 78 00:06:46,489 --> 00:06:48,450 He won't be back until a year from now. 79 00:06:49,617 --> 00:06:50,910 And your mom? 80 00:06:51,077 --> 00:06:52,620 She sells wedding dresses. 81 00:06:52,787 --> 00:06:55,999 -Do you have siblings? -No. I have a friend. 82 00:06:56,166 --> 00:06:58,543 - Do you confide in her? -Yeah. 83 00:06:58,710 --> 00:07:01,212 -And you tell her everything? -Yeah. 84 00:07:15,226 --> 00:07:17,604 And what will you tell her about me? 85 00:07:18,229 --> 00:07:19,647 I don't know. 86 00:07:21,691 --> 00:07:23,068 You look like a little girl. 87 00:07:23,193 --> 00:07:24,402 how old are you 88 00:07:24,569 --> 00:07:26,654 Fifteen and a half. 89 00:07:39,417 --> 00:07:41,711 - Do you have a boyfriend? -No. 90 00:07:42,504 --> 00:07:43,963 And you have? 91 00:07:44,130 --> 00:07:46,549 -What? -Girl. 92 00:07:48,343 --> 00:07:49,719 No, I don't. 93 00:07:51,054 --> 00:07:52,097 are you a virgin 94 00:07:53,473 --> 00:07:54,849 Yeah. 95 00:07:55,308 --> 00:07:57,602 -How many boys have you kissed? -Two. 96 00:07:57,769 --> 00:07:59,771 -And which one was better? - I don't know... 97 00:08:00,939 --> 00:08:02,440 The first. 98 00:08:14,953 --> 00:08:16,371 Get up. 99 00:08:18,248 --> 00:08:20,125 what do you want from me 100 00:08:20,917 --> 00:08:22,669 do you want to kiss me 101 00:08:26,089 --> 00:08:27,799 do you want to kiss me 102 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:30,927 do you want to kiss me 103 00:08:31,845 --> 00:08:33,430 do you want to kiss me 104 00:08:35,306 --> 00:08:36,516 Yeah. 105 00:08:37,892 --> 00:08:40,270 So kiss my dick. 106 00:08:50,488 --> 00:08:52,323 Put it in your mouth. 107 00:09:07,964 --> 00:09:09,841 what are you doing 108 00:09:31,279 --> 00:09:34,657 Next time you might have me kiss on the lips 109 00:09:41,081 --> 00:09:43,541 I haven't seen him since that day. 110 00:09:44,209 --> 00:09:47,671 It was a dark summer. Full of muffled crying. 111 00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:51,091 waiting by the phone which did not ring. 112 00:09:52,634 --> 00:09:55,887 I wanted to disappear. Fly away, far from here. 113 00:09:56,888 --> 00:10:00,684 Like my father. On the other side of the world. 114 00:10:03,311 --> 00:10:05,021 autumn 115 00:10:10,026 --> 00:10:12,195 Don't act like that. Calm down. 116 00:10:12,362 --> 00:10:16,324 I wonder what you would do. After all that, he just disappeared. 117 00:10:16,491 --> 00:10:18,743 He's not thinking about you, forget about him. 118 00:10:18,910 --> 00:10:20,787 I never said that he cares about me 119 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:23,039 but that I care about him. 120 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:25,709 And that every day it's worse. 121 00:10:26,918 --> 00:10:28,503 We're going. 122 00:10:29,379 --> 00:10:31,006 -Good morning. -Good morning. 123 00:10:31,715 --> 00:10:33,550 -Good morning. -Good morning. 124 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:44,728 Please, ladies. 125 00:10:44,894 --> 00:10:47,647 We all enjoyed waiting for you, didn't we? 126 00:10:48,231 --> 00:10:49,691 Attendance. 127 00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:52,610 -Ademova, Elisabetta? -Here. 128 00:10:52,777 --> 00:10:54,821 - Bozzini, Manuela? -Here. 129 00:10:54,988 --> 00:10:56,698 The Caldirons, Clelia and Leo? 130 00:10:56,865 --> 00:10:58,033 -Here. -Here. 131 00:10:58,199 --> 00:10:59,784 De Angelis, Marco? 132 00:10:59,909 --> 00:11:01,119 First day of school. 133 00:11:01,786 --> 00:11:03,204 I feel terrible. 134 00:11:03,371 --> 00:11:05,582 He is a new student. Great start. 135 00:11:05,874 --> 00:11:09,210 I have to see him. But he's not here. 136 00:11:09,377 --> 00:11:12,505 The holidays are over for everyone but him. 137 00:11:14,841 --> 00:11:16,343 My name is Marco De Angelis. 138 00:11:20,055 --> 00:11:22,307 You know I should just dump you? 139 00:11:25,101 --> 00:11:28,646 But no, that's too easy. Stay here. Find a place. 140 00:11:30,982 --> 00:11:33,610 I want to hate him for what he did. 141 00:11:33,735 --> 00:11:36,237 But it doesn't work. I still long for him. 142 00:11:37,197 --> 00:11:40,742 My favorite place. They call it the death bench. 143 00:11:46,748 --> 00:11:47,874 He is handsome. 144 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:49,668 But that is the case. 145 00:11:49,834 --> 00:11:52,879 So you're a tough guy. So let's make the first entry. 146 00:11:53,046 --> 00:11:54,964 A beautiful four. 147 00:11:55,590 --> 00:11:57,258 He doesn't understand how much I love him. 148 00:11:57,467 --> 00:12:00,887 And even if he embarrasses me I would forgive him. 149 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:05,141 If I could press him at least once, he would understand. 150 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:07,769 call me love 151 00:12:07,936 --> 00:12:10,605 call me call me 152 00:12:10,814 --> 00:12:12,357 call me 153 00:12:23,118 --> 00:12:25,912 Once. 154 00:12:26,079 --> 00:12:27,747 Two. 155 00:12:29,290 --> 00:12:30,583 Three. 156 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:32,460 Yes, it's morning here. 157 00:12:33,169 --> 00:12:36,006 Yes, I'll call her right away. how are you 158 00:12:36,172 --> 00:12:38,216 Melissa, quick, it's dad. 159 00:12:38,967 --> 00:12:42,387 Melissa. Open it, dad is calling. 160 00:12:42,554 --> 00:12:44,889 Why do you keep locking yourself in there? 161 00:12:45,056 --> 00:12:48,601 Baby you want first your mother or daughter? 162 00:12:48,852 --> 00:12:52,605 Dad. Do you know I dreamed about you? 163 00:12:52,814 --> 00:12:56,568 Yeah. We were in Paris. But it was our house. 164 00:12:56,735 --> 00:12:59,404 Why don't you go to your bathroom? 165 00:12:59,571 --> 00:13:03,783 Yeah, I'm nice. But be nice too. 166 00:13:03,950 --> 00:13:06,578 No, please don't smoke. 167 00:13:06,745 --> 00:13:10,957 -Not here in the bathroom, it bothers me. -I'm still waiting for your email. 168 00:13:11,124 --> 00:13:13,126 I'll stop right now. 169 00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:16,421 This is the last one. I swear. 170 00:13:16,588 --> 00:13:18,465 Yeah, I'll give it to you. 171 00:13:21,676 --> 00:13:23,094 Hello, honey. 172 00:13:25,680 --> 00:13:27,891 Sure I take medication. 173 00:13:28,058 --> 00:13:30,435 Why do you keep repeating that? 174 00:13:30,602 --> 00:13:33,355 And then that old people are boarded up. 175 00:13:33,563 --> 00:13:36,358 "Dear Diary, our family is horrible 176 00:13:36,566 --> 00:13:39,235 Father is very far away my mother doesn't understand me at all. 177 00:13:39,402 --> 00:13:42,155 Luckily, Grandma is here. And Manuela's best friend." 178 00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:43,365 Slow down! 179 00:13:43,531 --> 00:13:46,659 You shouldn't be afraid with me! Never! 180 00:13:46,910 --> 00:13:48,703 Sure, but be careful! 181 00:13:48,828 --> 00:13:52,040 - Do you believe me? -Yeah, you're great! 182 00:13:59,923 --> 00:14:01,466 I hate exercise. 183 00:14:01,633 --> 00:14:04,052 But Manu certainly does he hates it even more. 184 00:14:04,219 --> 00:14:06,179 At least we don't have to learn. 185 00:14:06,346 --> 00:14:09,766 This year I want something different. 186 00:14:09,933 --> 00:14:11,768 everyday i hope that I will meet him at school. 187 00:14:11,935 --> 00:14:14,479 It has worked so far twice in the corridor. 188 00:14:14,688 --> 00:14:17,691 he didn't see me or pretended not to see me. 189 00:14:47,095 --> 00:14:50,640 it's strange I feel my body more than before. 190 00:14:50,932 --> 00:14:52,434 I like it. 191 00:14:52,851 --> 00:14:55,437 But I would like it better with him. 192 00:14:56,146 --> 00:14:57,856 What, did you get excited? 193 00:14:58,023 --> 00:15:01,317 But what, you have a good dish. Who would he say? 194 00:15:02,152 --> 00:15:04,112 That's nothing. He's just jealous. 195 00:15:04,946 --> 00:15:07,991 I want him. I know that for sure. 196 00:15:26,051 --> 00:15:28,553 Yes, I went to look at it. 197 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:30,555 It looks like a prison. 198 00:15:31,181 --> 00:15:32,932 No, I was somewhere else. 199 00:15:33,099 --> 00:15:35,477 It is luxurious. Wait a minute. 200 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,437 Here it is. 201 00:15:40,357 --> 00:15:42,442 "Luxury environment. 202 00:15:42,734 --> 00:15:45,570 Highly qualified medical staff." 203 00:15:46,404 --> 00:15:48,239 1,800 euros. 204 00:15:48,656 --> 00:15:51,284 No, I haven't talked to her yet. 205 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:54,245 You know it's not easy with her, right? 206 00:15:55,538 --> 00:15:57,332 Why don't you talk to her? 207 00:15:57,499 --> 00:15:59,834 Okay, okay. Yes, I'll try. 208 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,504 Melissa? 209 00:16:03,672 --> 00:16:06,758 Yes, she will be upset at first. But then... 210 00:16:06,925 --> 00:16:09,344 You know kids, right? 211 00:16:09,511 --> 00:16:11,888 Don't worry about the scooter, I didn't back down. 212 00:16:12,055 --> 00:16:14,182 But he still rides Manuelina. 213 00:16:14,808 --> 00:16:18,311 She wanted to start going swimming. 214 00:16:19,729 --> 00:16:22,732 This time it seems... She decided to learn it. 215 00:16:23,608 --> 00:16:26,194 Hello? can you hear me 216 00:16:27,612 --> 00:16:29,030 Hello? 217 00:16:30,448 --> 00:16:31,908 Elvira. 218 00:16:36,287 --> 00:16:39,082 I lent it to Melissa. But now I need her. 219 00:16:39,582 --> 00:16:41,918 I'm going for tea with some friends. 220 00:16:45,005 --> 00:16:47,465 How can you live in this mess? 221 00:16:47,882 --> 00:16:51,261 At least in your room I can do what I want, right? 222 00:16:51,428 --> 00:16:53,763 I found this in the living room. 223 00:16:55,598 --> 00:16:59,185 Sorry. It won't happen again. I promise. 224 00:16:59,352 --> 00:17:03,148 why are you going out so late Should I come pick you up? 225 00:17:03,815 --> 00:17:06,067 You don't have to. I will go by bus. 226 00:17:06,234 --> 00:17:08,194 No, take a taxi. 227 00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:10,405 Taxis cost money. 228 00:17:10,572 --> 00:17:14,075 You don't say that. I will pay him. I don't want to worry about you. 229 00:17:14,784 --> 00:17:16,244 Then I would like to talk. 230 00:17:16,411 --> 00:17:18,955 But not now, you're in a hurry. 231 00:17:19,205 --> 00:17:22,042 Just talk. My friends will wait. 232 00:17:24,669 --> 00:17:27,380 -Did you take the powder? -Yes. 233 00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:30,800 No, I didn't marry him. 234 00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:33,511 But that's my thing. 235 00:17:33,678 --> 00:17:36,014 No, it's actually our business too. 236 00:17:36,139 --> 00:17:38,600 You don't know how much yours helps a sick heart. 237 00:17:42,604 --> 00:17:44,606 My mom hates grandma. sometimes i think 238 00:17:44,773 --> 00:17:47,150 that he is jealous of our relationship. 239 00:17:47,317 --> 00:17:50,904 Fortunately, it doesn't come between me and Manu. I admire her. 240 00:17:52,155 --> 00:17:56,368 Manu says I shouldn't worry to talk to Daniel. 241 00:17:56,534 --> 00:17:58,703 They said Daniele was already here. 242 00:18:20,558 --> 00:18:22,352 look at me 243 00:18:22,519 --> 00:18:25,730 look at me look at me look at me 244 00:19:05,854 --> 00:19:07,647 Aren't you Melissa? 245 00:19:08,148 --> 00:19:10,567 You grew up. I almost didn't recognize you. 246 00:19:10,734 --> 00:19:12,068 how old are you 247 00:19:12,277 --> 00:19:14,320 Almost 16. 248 00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:17,782 Come on. 249 00:19:27,542 --> 00:19:29,919 Arnaldo, do you remember Melissa? 250 00:19:30,128 --> 00:19:31,504 Melissa. 251 00:19:32,547 --> 00:19:35,300 you look great even if you are dry Congratulations. 252 00:19:35,467 --> 00:19:38,053 So let's drink to the reunion. 253 00:19:42,223 --> 00:19:45,435 -Lavinia, love, what is it? -I want to leave, I've had enough here. 254 00:19:45,643 --> 00:19:47,270 Did you think of me? 255 00:19:49,314 --> 00:19:52,484 I want to ask you something. But not here. 256 00:19:53,735 --> 00:19:55,195 do you want to come with me 257 00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:04,204 So come on. 258 00:20:32,232 --> 00:20:35,026 You are even more beautiful than in summer. 259 00:20:45,912 --> 00:20:47,997 can i ask you something 260 00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:52,085 do you want to kiss me 261 00:21:29,664 --> 00:21:31,916 are you still a virgin 262 00:21:33,168 --> 00:21:34,753 Yes. 263 00:21:35,503 --> 00:21:37,797 Do you want to do it with me? 264 00:21:53,063 --> 00:21:55,065 This is how I want you. 265 00:22:05,533 --> 00:22:07,243 marry her 266 00:22:57,460 --> 00:22:59,087 i love you 267 00:22:59,254 --> 00:23:00,755 i love you 268 00:23:00,922 --> 00:23:02,632 i love you 269 00:23:06,011 --> 00:23:07,929 i don't love you 270 00:23:19,315 --> 00:23:21,234 You are stupid. 271 00:23:22,694 --> 00:23:24,404 Who asked you? 272 00:23:38,501 --> 00:23:40,378 Daddy. Dear daddy. 273 00:23:40,545 --> 00:23:43,715 You don't know how much I want for you to be here 274 00:23:43,882 --> 00:23:47,344 I would tell you: "Go to Daniel. Spit in his face. 275 00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:50,180 Bring him to his knees. Beat him up. 276 00:23:50,347 --> 00:23:53,224 Humiliate me as he humiliated me.” 277 00:23:54,476 --> 00:23:57,979 Why do only men act like this? 278 00:23:59,481 --> 00:24:02,734 From now on I promise to be behave like them. 279 00:24:02,901 --> 00:24:04,944 I will think only of my own pleasure. 280 00:24:05,111 --> 00:24:07,238 I will treat everyone the same. 281 00:24:07,405 --> 00:24:09,240 Regardless of their feelings. 282 00:24:09,449 --> 00:24:11,868 without concern who stands before me 283 00:24:13,953 --> 00:24:15,955 Your daughter, Melissa. 284 00:24:19,793 --> 00:24:23,213 No, what are you saying? 285 00:24:23,380 --> 00:24:26,216 No, I know you, Dario. 286 00:24:26,383 --> 00:24:28,385 You made up your mind a long time ago. 287 00:24:28,593 --> 00:24:30,387 Actually, you know what, Dario? 288 00:24:30,553 --> 00:24:33,473 Maybe I'll be better there. 289 00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:36,976 Your attention gets on my nerves. I know you're honest 290 00:24:37,143 --> 00:24:39,479 but it's still annoying. 291 00:24:42,273 --> 00:24:44,401 I'm talking about Melissa. 292 00:24:44,818 --> 00:24:46,903 He relies on me a lot. 293 00:24:47,946 --> 00:24:49,656 On me too. 294 00:24:52,367 --> 00:24:54,202 Do you know for sure? 295 00:24:57,122 --> 00:24:59,290 Why are you like this to me? 296 00:25:28,111 --> 00:25:30,196 Are you sure you can smoke there? 297 00:25:30,363 --> 00:25:33,616 - Otherwise I won't go there. -Officially it shouldn't. 298 00:25:33,783 --> 00:25:36,161 But everyone smokes there, so they do that he can't see anything. 299 00:25:36,327 --> 00:25:39,539 Unfortunately. You have to stop. You know how it hurts you. 300 00:25:39,706 --> 00:25:42,625 And you know how that helps me. 301 00:25:44,794 --> 00:25:47,881 "Dear Diary, mother put grandmother in hospice." 302 00:25:49,966 --> 00:25:53,011 -Damn, it's pouring. -Give me an umbrella. 303 00:25:53,762 --> 00:25:57,015 "Not even with me this time she did not overcome the resistance. 304 00:25:57,223 --> 00:25:59,309 I mean nothing to her. 305 00:25:59,476 --> 00:26:02,062 When daddy comes for Christmas 306 00:26:02,270 --> 00:26:05,732 we'll take her back home. And then he will stay with us forever. 307 00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:08,693 Give me that umbrella. So do it. 308 00:26:09,694 --> 00:26:12,906 Elvira, where are you going? We all get wet. 309 00:26:17,869 --> 00:26:19,954 Baby why are you doing this? 310 00:26:20,121 --> 00:26:22,332 You know her heart is angry. 311 00:26:22,499 --> 00:26:24,209 It must be somewhere where they will take care of her. 312 00:26:24,376 --> 00:26:25,960 Come on. 313 00:26:32,008 --> 00:26:33,051 Thank you. 314 00:26:39,974 --> 00:26:41,643 Good morning. 315 00:26:53,071 --> 00:26:55,448 What is it this time? 316 00:26:56,282 --> 00:26:57,909 Come on, cheer up. 317 00:27:09,838 --> 00:27:11,506 Nice, isn't it? 318 00:27:12,507 --> 00:27:14,384 Warm colors. 319 00:27:19,180 --> 00:27:20,932 The nurses here are nice. 320 00:27:21,558 --> 00:27:24,310 I almost want to live here myself. 321 00:27:24,769 --> 00:27:26,646 Where are the sockets? 322 00:27:26,813 --> 00:27:28,606 Here is one. 323 00:27:29,941 --> 00:27:33,486 -There is a lamp plugged into it. -We need a fork. 324 00:27:36,281 --> 00:27:38,241 It has to be here somewhere. 325 00:27:43,663 --> 00:27:46,041 I found her. There you have it. 326 00:27:46,207 --> 00:27:48,877 - There is a nice order. -That? 327 00:27:54,883 --> 00:27:57,510 Home is where the stereo is. 328 00:27:59,387 --> 00:28:01,598 It changed my life. 329 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:05,060 Grandma... 330 00:28:06,311 --> 00:28:08,646 I'll go call the head nurse. 331 00:28:27,916 --> 00:28:29,668 Melissa. 332 00:28:30,502 --> 00:28:32,712 Melissa, don't be sad. 333 00:28:34,089 --> 00:28:36,091 Nothing will change between us. 334 00:28:36,257 --> 00:28:38,343 you can come to me anytime 335 00:28:38,510 --> 00:28:41,012 and I'll make you some great tea. 336 00:28:41,179 --> 00:28:44,265 You really don't mind that you are moving here? 337 00:28:46,601 --> 00:28:50,980 "Heaven is where I am." That's what your grandfather used to say. 338 00:28:51,564 --> 00:28:53,942 He was beautifully selfish. 339 00:28:56,861 --> 00:28:59,280 So let's look at it. 340 00:29:01,408 --> 00:29:05,495 Let's get rid of this crappy old blanket. 341 00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:14,421 can you see 342 00:29:15,422 --> 00:29:17,632 It's completely different here. 343 00:29:18,258 --> 00:29:20,135 It's easy. 344 00:29:23,388 --> 00:29:25,557 Granny Granny 345 00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:28,768 don't cry baby 346 00:29:28,977 --> 00:29:32,147 -we are not saying goodbye forever. - But you're the one crying. 347 00:29:39,779 --> 00:29:41,364 Music. 348 00:30:17,817 --> 00:30:19,194 Your favorite. 349 00:30:19,361 --> 00:30:21,112 Mushroom risotto or paella? 350 00:30:21,780 --> 00:30:23,323 Nothing. 351 00:30:23,531 --> 00:30:27,577 don't worry about me You can only destroy everything anyway. 352 00:30:28,661 --> 00:30:30,747 Baby, why are you like this? 353 00:30:30,872 --> 00:30:33,333 Did she really bother you that much? 354 00:30:33,833 --> 00:30:35,794 You will be happy now. 355 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:38,755 You will finally have clean ashtrays. 356 00:30:46,179 --> 00:30:48,014 Are you mad at me? 357 00:30:48,973 --> 00:30:50,684 I love grandma. 358 00:30:50,892 --> 00:30:53,311 This house will be empty without her. 359 00:30:53,687 --> 00:30:56,314 Trust me, I'll miss you more than you. 360 00:30:56,481 --> 00:30:59,609 Seriously? So we'll bring her back. 361 00:31:00,819 --> 00:31:01,861 Right now! 362 00:31:02,070 --> 00:31:03,780 Darling... 363 00:31:05,699 --> 00:31:07,701 ...she is better there. 364 00:31:08,326 --> 00:31:10,662 I saw her neighbors. Dear people. 365 00:31:12,580 --> 00:31:15,291 Dad would never allow that. 366 00:31:18,461 --> 00:31:21,840 But he allowed it. We decided it together. 367 00:31:21,965 --> 00:31:23,675 You're lying. 368 00:31:23,842 --> 00:31:25,760 Melissa. 369 00:31:25,969 --> 00:31:27,971 Stay here for a while. 370 00:31:35,270 --> 00:31:38,648 "Dear diary, my mother is a freak. And my father? 371 00:31:38,815 --> 00:31:40,316 Did they sew it together? 372 00:31:40,483 --> 00:31:42,527 I can't believe it. 373 00:31:42,861 --> 00:31:44,904 But what if it's true? 374 00:31:45,071 --> 00:31:48,533 I would like to rebel but i can't do anything 375 00:31:48,700 --> 00:31:50,118 I don't care at all." 376 00:31:50,785 --> 00:31:54,831 How did it go with grandma? I'm at the cinema with my mom... 377 00:31:54,998 --> 00:31:56,041 ...terribly boring! MANU 378 00:31:56,249 --> 00:31:59,419 “I'm alone now. All alone. 379 00:32:00,712 --> 00:32:03,757 Anger. Anger. Anger. 380 00:32:04,507 --> 00:32:08,595 Disgust, rage, disgust..." 381 00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:18,313 Unbelievable! Marco is here, the new one! 382 00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:21,191 She is beautiful... Should I go see him? 383 00:32:48,885 --> 00:32:50,387 Why don't you answer me? All right. 384 00:32:50,553 --> 00:32:54,432 Don't forget the one tomorrow a paper from Italian. Bye! 385 00:33:01,356 --> 00:33:02,941 "Today is my birthday. 386 00:33:03,108 --> 00:33:06,361 My mother gave me a present. I won't open it. 387 00:33:06,528 --> 00:33:09,155 Dad called me when I she wasn't home, and he didn't call again. 388 00:33:09,322 --> 00:33:11,950 Waking up without Grandma was terrible. 389 00:33:12,117 --> 00:33:13,952 The house is empty without her." 390 00:33:14,119 --> 00:33:15,620 We won't try today. 391 00:33:16,246 --> 00:33:18,081 Let's read the newspaper. 392 00:33:19,624 --> 00:33:22,293 "According to a recent survey 393 00:33:22,460 --> 00:33:25,922 it is 75 percent among Italians active Catholics." 394 00:33:26,798 --> 00:33:29,467 “I'm going to be 16. I'm not a kid anymore. 395 00:33:30,635 --> 00:33:34,723 I want to be as cruel to the world as he was to me." 396 00:33:34,889 --> 00:33:37,892 Can I interrupt your makeup, Titti? 397 00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:42,022 Do you believe in anything? For example, I am an agnostic. 398 00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:45,442 Everyone goes to mass here. 399 00:33:45,608 --> 00:33:49,320 And you are interested even during mass just for your makeup? 400 00:33:50,905 --> 00:33:54,492 -What about twins, roses and flowers? - We are pantheists. 401 00:33:54,659 --> 00:33:56,369 Like Paris Hilton? 402 00:33:56,536 --> 00:34:00,040 "It's simple. Excite, seduce, exploit, 403 00:34:00,206 --> 00:34:03,043 and then throw away. Everyone takes what they want." 404 00:34:03,209 --> 00:34:04,502 And you believe? 405 00:34:07,714 --> 00:34:08,923 In what? 406 00:34:09,090 --> 00:34:12,093 Maybe in God. Is your family religious? 407 00:34:12,260 --> 00:34:13,970 Mom yes. 408 00:34:14,137 --> 00:34:15,972 Dad doesn't. 409 00:34:16,097 --> 00:34:17,724 I don't know about myself. 410 00:34:17,891 --> 00:34:20,226 But you have to believe in something. 411 00:34:20,435 --> 00:34:22,270 I wish God existed. 412 00:34:22,395 --> 00:34:24,981 Being able to confide in someone who always listens. 413 00:34:25,357 --> 00:34:29,527 Who knows everything and nothing needs to be explained to him. 414 00:34:29,694 --> 00:34:31,488 Better than a diary. 415 00:34:32,197 --> 00:34:36,076 It would be great if he was. God cannot betray you. 416 00:34:36,242 --> 00:34:37,660 But Daniel, yes. 417 00:34:41,873 --> 00:34:44,209 If she existed immaturity test, 418 00:34:44,376 --> 00:34:46,753 you would pass it with flying colours. 419 00:34:52,717 --> 00:34:54,344 You still think about him, huh? 420 00:34:54,511 --> 00:34:58,056 if i were a boy so i won't leave you 421 00:34:58,223 --> 00:35:00,225 would you love me 422 00:35:05,146 --> 00:35:06,690 Until death. 423 00:35:06,856 --> 00:35:09,150 I would prefer to slap him. 424 00:35:09,693 --> 00:35:11,152 He actually behaved well. 425 00:35:11,319 --> 00:35:14,698 -That he treated you like this? - Now I understand what it is. 426 00:35:14,864 --> 00:35:19,160 It's easy to act like him. Come on. I'll show you something. 427 00:35:26,167 --> 00:35:27,335 Good morning. 428 00:35:27,502 --> 00:35:29,963 -Two cocktails. -Do you have a Banana split? 429 00:35:30,130 --> 00:35:31,631 No, unfortunately. 430 00:35:33,550 --> 00:35:35,552 It's hot, huh? 431 00:35:43,101 --> 00:35:45,603 do you like this guy 432 00:35:46,730 --> 00:35:49,691 -This guy? are you crazy -Do you want to break it up with him? 433 00:35:50,692 --> 00:35:52,694 Not for God's sake. 434 00:35:52,861 --> 00:35:54,279 I don't either. 435 00:35:54,446 --> 00:35:56,322 But he would like to share it with me. 436 00:35:56,865 --> 00:35:59,325 Did you see the way he was looking at me? 437 00:35:59,492 --> 00:36:00,869 No. 438 00:36:01,161 --> 00:36:02,829 Your cocktails. 439 00:36:06,791 --> 00:36:08,835 Now I'm going to drive him crazy. 440 00:36:09,002 --> 00:36:10,253 Do you want to bet? 441 00:36:22,974 --> 00:36:24,225 Stop it. 442 00:36:24,351 --> 00:36:27,187 This is how Daniel does it. Like me, watch. 443 00:36:29,439 --> 00:36:31,066 What does he do? 444 00:36:31,232 --> 00:36:33,151 He put his hand in his pocket. 445 00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:36,363 -Why? - Think a little. 446 00:36:43,995 --> 00:36:45,622 What are you trying? 447 00:37:31,042 --> 00:37:33,086 - I'll go, okay? - Me too. 448 00:37:37,173 --> 00:37:38,591 Come on. 449 00:37:38,758 --> 00:37:41,386 can you see A toy, huh? 450 00:37:43,138 --> 00:37:44,931 You are a nut. 451 00:37:45,098 --> 00:37:47,267 No one will hurt me anymore. 452 00:37:47,434 --> 00:37:50,228 I will overcome the pain with my anger. 453 00:37:50,895 --> 00:37:52,856 I cut my face with a razor. 454 00:37:53,023 --> 00:37:55,233 It hurt terribly but I endured it. 455 00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:56,943 I am strong. 456 00:37:57,110 --> 00:38:01,114 I'm not crying. I'm not crying. I'm not crying. 457 00:38:02,073 --> 00:38:05,827 Dad finally called me that he won't come for Christmas. 458 00:38:05,994 --> 00:38:09,080 winter 459 00:38:12,125 --> 00:38:14,169 Elvira. Melissa! 460 00:38:14,336 --> 00:38:16,963 -Sorry I'm late. - It's nothing. 461 00:38:17,130 --> 00:38:18,757 It suits you very well. 462 00:38:18,923 --> 00:38:21,426 Melissa, come here, Grandma's here! 463 00:38:23,136 --> 00:38:24,179 Grandma! 464 00:38:24,346 --> 00:38:26,014 Melissa. 465 00:38:26,348 --> 00:38:28,641 my love my love 466 00:38:32,437 --> 00:38:36,024 So what? What happened to my chair? 467 00:38:36,191 --> 00:38:38,860 You don't like this? It is much more comfortable. 468 00:38:39,027 --> 00:38:40,362 It's ugly. 469 00:38:40,528 --> 00:38:42,238 No, it's seriously a famous design. 470 00:38:42,405 --> 00:38:44,532 Someone recommended it to me of Ms. Adele's clients. 471 00:38:45,742 --> 00:38:47,744 Where did you get that scratch? 472 00:38:47,911 --> 00:38:49,537 It's nothing. 473 00:39:04,636 --> 00:39:06,513 What did she cook for me? 474 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:08,139 Wait. 475 00:39:09,182 --> 00:39:12,519 It will be right away, I'll just heat it up. 476 00:39:12,727 --> 00:39:14,646 Soy or sauce? 477 00:39:15,563 --> 00:39:17,732 First tea. Will you do it for me, Melissa? 478 00:39:17,899 --> 00:39:19,651 - With an apple? -Yes. 479 00:39:31,496 --> 00:39:32,997 So yeah. 480 00:39:33,915 --> 00:39:35,792 Melissa has some problems. 481 00:39:36,292 --> 00:39:38,294 He is going through a difficult time. 482 00:39:38,461 --> 00:39:40,505 What are you talking about? 483 00:39:41,047 --> 00:39:42,674 I think he looks happy. 484 00:39:42,841 --> 00:39:45,010 Do you ever watch it? 485 00:39:45,677 --> 00:39:47,262 Of course. 486 00:39:47,971 --> 00:39:51,975 Melissa is still a child. She doesn't even have a boyfriend yet. 487 00:39:52,434 --> 00:39:56,271 I think you should pay more I know her. 488 00:39:56,479 --> 00:39:58,356 And I don't? 489 00:40:03,653 --> 00:40:05,238 There you go, grandma. 490 00:40:05,697 --> 00:40:08,450 -What is it? I don't get? - Melissa. 491 00:40:17,542 --> 00:40:19,419 My room... 492 00:40:20,378 --> 00:40:23,131 ...she turned it into a warehouse. 493 00:40:28,011 --> 00:40:31,848 Okay, but in six minutes we will eat 494 00:40:35,643 --> 00:40:37,604 I knew he would be here. 495 00:40:40,023 --> 00:40:43,735 I'll show you something something she had never seen before. 496 00:40:56,873 --> 00:40:59,459 I knew she wouldn't find him. 497 00:40:59,876 --> 00:41:02,170 Close the door. 498 00:41:09,844 --> 00:41:11,221 Wow, grandma. 499 00:41:11,388 --> 00:41:13,431 You are beautiful. 500 00:41:15,141 --> 00:41:17,352 This is how he wanted me. 501 00:41:21,314 --> 00:41:24,401 -Grandpa? - No, in front of him. 502 00:41:24,943 --> 00:41:26,903 I was just a little older than you. 503 00:41:27,070 --> 00:41:28,363 two, 504 00:41:28,530 --> 00:41:30,115 three, 505 00:41:30,281 --> 00:41:32,117 four, 506 00:41:32,283 --> 00:41:34,536 five... 507 00:41:35,745 --> 00:41:38,790 We ran away to Paris together. 508 00:41:39,207 --> 00:41:40,917 were you in love 509 00:41:42,377 --> 00:41:44,045 Only at night. 510 00:41:45,422 --> 00:41:47,966 He didn't understand me at all. 511 00:41:48,133 --> 00:41:49,843 Just my body. 512 00:41:50,010 --> 00:41:52,012 And I understood his. 513 00:41:52,804 --> 00:41:55,557 I despised him during the day. 514 00:41:56,391 --> 00:41:58,643 But I couldn't help myself. 515 00:41:59,602 --> 00:42:01,604 He cheated on me. 516 00:42:02,230 --> 00:42:04,274 He humiliated me. 517 00:42:04,858 --> 00:42:06,985 And then, with a kiss, 518 00:42:07,569 --> 00:42:09,863 I forgave him for anything. 519 00:42:15,702 --> 00:42:18,663 He didn't come back once. 520 00:42:18,830 --> 00:42:21,624 He left with another woman. Without a word. 521 00:42:23,335 --> 00:42:26,046 But he left his gun there. 522 00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:33,261 I said to myself: "Should I shoot myself or him?" 523 00:42:34,929 --> 00:42:38,391 But instead I stood in front of the mirror. 524 00:42:39,351 --> 00:42:42,896 And I started combing my hair like this. 525 00:42:43,605 --> 00:42:45,273 Refining... 526 00:42:45,648 --> 00:42:48,068 ...behind reading... 527 00:42:48,234 --> 00:42:50,737 ...behind reading... 528 00:42:51,738 --> 00:42:55,700 My curls started straightening. 529 00:43:03,333 --> 00:43:05,168 How far are we? 530 00:43:09,422 --> 00:43:12,550 But why do we have to go all the way to 100? 531 00:43:13,843 --> 00:43:17,555 Because after the hundredth read 532 00:43:18,264 --> 00:43:21,226 my hair straightened again. 533 00:43:22,060 --> 00:43:23,561 I looked at myself... 534 00:43:24,562 --> 00:43:26,981 ...he no longer had any power over me. 535 00:43:27,148 --> 00:43:29,234 I was a different person. 536 00:43:41,663 --> 00:43:44,749 "Dear Diary, another year has begun. 537 00:43:45,083 --> 00:43:47,502 New year, new Melissa. 538 00:43:48,294 --> 00:43:51,047 I kick everything what i don't like anymore 539 00:43:51,423 --> 00:43:53,967 And I will find love and pleasure 540 00:43:54,134 --> 00:43:56,720 in tenderness and passion." 541 00:43:57,303 --> 00:43:58,471 Hello? 542 00:43:58,638 --> 00:44:00,140 This is Daniel. 543 00:44:02,100 --> 00:44:04,019 -Hi. - Just hello? 544 00:44:04,227 --> 00:44:06,438 -What should I say? -Maybe: 545 00:44:06,604 --> 00:44:07,689 "It's been a long time. 546 00:44:07,856 --> 00:44:10,358 - Where has he been, Daniel?" -Good. 547 00:44:10,483 --> 00:44:11,901 where was he 548 00:44:12,068 --> 00:44:13,319 And you? 549 00:44:13,486 --> 00:44:16,156 - Where were you? -Nowhere. 550 00:44:16,322 --> 00:44:18,158 did you miss me 551 00:44:18,324 --> 00:44:20,243 Because I missed you. 552 00:44:21,995 --> 00:44:25,165 could you come to me Right now? 553 00:44:25,331 --> 00:44:27,042 Make love. 554 00:44:27,208 --> 00:44:29,919 -You mean like last time? -Much better. 555 00:44:30,086 --> 00:44:31,463 I have a surprise for you. 556 00:44:33,048 --> 00:44:34,591 Melissa. 557 00:44:35,550 --> 00:44:37,218 are you still there 558 00:44:38,345 --> 00:44:39,637 Melissa. 559 00:44:40,347 --> 00:44:41,890 do you want to come 560 00:44:43,767 --> 00:44:45,268 Yeah. 561 00:44:57,989 --> 00:44:59,824 Melissa... 562 00:45:15,256 --> 00:45:17,467 You have really changed. 563 00:45:18,009 --> 00:45:20,053 Is that a surprise? 564 00:45:21,262 --> 00:45:22,555 No. 565 00:45:23,598 --> 00:45:25,350 This is much bigger. 566 00:45:26,476 --> 00:45:28,061 Close your eyes. 567 00:45:34,859 --> 00:45:38,446 Now wait here. 568 00:45:38,947 --> 00:45:40,740 Don't move. 569 00:45:47,956 --> 00:45:49,499 Daniel? 570 00:45:49,958 --> 00:45:51,793 Keep your eyes closed. 571 00:46:42,761 --> 00:46:44,471 Is he a surprise? 572 00:46:44,637 --> 00:46:46,473 What, you don't like it? 573 00:46:48,224 --> 00:46:50,977 I thought you wanted to be with me. 574 00:46:52,771 --> 00:46:54,022 Wait. Wait. 575 00:46:54,189 --> 00:46:57,734 Three is a great number. You will see. You will like it. 576 00:46:58,068 --> 00:47:00,737 I have a surprise too. I'm leaving 577 00:47:01,488 --> 00:47:03,156 Melissa, don't act like a child. 578 00:47:04,157 --> 00:47:05,617 Child? 579 00:47:07,827 --> 00:47:09,704 So baby? 580 00:47:16,419 --> 00:47:17,712 Am I a child? 581 00:47:17,879 --> 00:47:19,881 You are a wonderful child. 582 00:47:20,048 --> 00:47:22,592 I'll show you what kind of child I am. 583 00:48:27,282 --> 00:48:28,783 why are you here 584 00:48:28,950 --> 00:48:32,912 Your girlfriend can't undress you like that? 585 00:48:58,480 --> 00:48:59,522 Listen. 586 00:49:00,815 --> 00:49:02,442 I have an idea. 587 00:49:06,696 --> 00:49:08,656 I'll be your girl today. 588 00:49:08,823 --> 00:49:10,450 Shut up. 589 00:49:11,993 --> 00:49:13,870 Tell me if you like it. 590 00:49:25,632 --> 00:49:28,426 Daniel, watch how it's done. 591 00:49:36,184 --> 00:49:39,229 Daniele and Arnaldo at once? what are you saying Did it jump out at you? 592 00:49:39,396 --> 00:49:41,439 I don't even know what happened to me. 593 00:49:41,773 --> 00:49:44,567 Suddenly something hit me. 594 00:49:44,734 --> 00:49:47,487 Anger. I wanted to teach them a lesson. 595 00:49:47,737 --> 00:49:49,989 To show them I'm not their toy. 596 00:49:50,740 --> 00:49:52,992 And I liked it. 597 00:49:53,159 --> 00:49:55,286 I can't describe the feeling. 598 00:49:56,579 --> 00:49:58,581 I felt completely alive. 599 00:49:58,707 --> 00:50:00,291 AND...? 600 00:50:02,210 --> 00:50:03,545 And then you had an orgasm? 601 00:50:03,712 --> 00:50:04,963 No. 602 00:50:05,380 --> 00:50:08,091 i love you but that what you are doing is wrong 603 00:50:08,925 --> 00:50:11,302 Shout out to everyone, guys. 604 00:50:11,469 --> 00:50:13,680 Promise me that already so far you will never go 605 00:50:14,681 --> 00:50:16,433 i like you too 606 00:50:17,934 --> 00:50:20,812 Melissa what are you doing? You're ruining your nails. 607 00:50:20,979 --> 00:50:22,522 I'm begging you. 608 00:50:30,780 --> 00:50:32,657 I discovered chat sex. 609 00:50:32,866 --> 00:50:36,244 there is no pain just pleasure. 610 00:50:37,370 --> 00:50:40,582 I am "MYSELF". I'm looking for someone for sex. Anyone. 611 00:50:40,749 --> 00:50:43,668 Melissa. Why are you locking yourself out? 612 00:50:44,002 --> 00:50:46,755 Can you help me fold the tulle? 613 00:50:46,921 --> 00:50:48,590 Okay, I'm going. 614 00:50:53,845 --> 00:50:56,222 I can say anything on the chat. 615 00:50:56,389 --> 00:50:58,350 I can be anything. 616 00:50:58,558 --> 00:51:00,101 I am single. 617 00:51:03,521 --> 00:51:05,565 Manuela cannot understand. 618 00:51:05,982 --> 00:51:09,778 I would like to tell her that I want to fuck the first one who dares. 619 00:51:09,944 --> 00:51:11,738 She would pretend. 620 00:51:20,372 --> 00:51:22,791 spring 621 00:52:06,793 --> 00:52:09,045 I WANT TO BE A WOMAN IN THAT PICTURE. 622 00:52:27,355 --> 00:52:29,190 TO MAKE EVERYONE LOOK AT ME THEY WENT TO WATCH 623 00:53:17,155 --> 00:53:20,825 "Dear Diary, I can't believe it myself. 624 00:53:20,992 --> 00:53:23,870 I did it with the museum guard. 625 00:53:24,079 --> 00:53:27,874 He took me aside and we shared it. 626 00:53:28,291 --> 00:53:31,419 My body exploded with pleasure. 627 00:53:32,754 --> 00:53:36,007 I don't understand where he got Daniele the courage to call me. 628 00:53:36,174 --> 00:53:40,512 He was having a little party at his place with a few people I didn't know. 629 00:53:41,012 --> 00:53:43,848 I let myself be touched older boy 630 00:53:44,015 --> 00:53:45,767 only to make Daniele burst with envy." 631 00:53:45,975 --> 00:53:47,227 No, come on. 632 00:53:47,936 --> 00:53:50,855 "Sometimes I get mugged various desires. 633 00:53:51,022 --> 00:53:54,234 Now I feel like teaching to be done during interpretation. 634 00:53:54,401 --> 00:53:58,363 I will be 16 today. I'm not a kid anymore. 635 00:53:58,530 --> 00:54:01,533 I feel different. I feel liberated, free. 636 00:54:01,783 --> 00:54:04,786 I want to talk to Manuela but she doesn't understand me. 637 00:54:04,994 --> 00:54:07,372 Just sitting there hidden under a layer of bacon 638 00:54:07,539 --> 00:54:09,624 and afraid of his own shadow." 639 00:54:14,295 --> 00:54:15,839 Sorry. 640 00:54:16,214 --> 00:54:17,716 what about you 641 00:54:18,008 --> 00:54:19,509 You let them... 642 00:54:20,051 --> 00:54:22,470 -What kind of friend are you? -Me? 643 00:54:22,679 --> 00:54:26,307 What was I supposed to do? Hidden under a layer of bacon? 644 00:54:27,308 --> 00:54:29,185 Fuck you all! 645 00:54:29,436 --> 00:54:31,187 You too, Manuela! 646 00:54:39,654 --> 00:54:41,865 Think you know everything about me. 647 00:54:42,032 --> 00:54:44,075 But don't know anything. 648 00:54:45,952 --> 00:54:47,954 They'll say I'm a whore. 649 00:54:48,246 --> 00:54:52,334 I'll buy a sexy dress and show them what a whore i can be 650 00:54:54,836 --> 00:54:56,921 I am different from them. 651 00:54:57,088 --> 00:54:59,591 I have the courage to be myself. 652 00:55:05,513 --> 00:55:07,140 I'm done with Manuela... 653 00:55:07,307 --> 00:55:08,850 ... forever.” 654 00:55:18,068 --> 00:55:20,487 - Hi, Melissa. -Good day. 655 00:55:22,614 --> 00:55:23,823 Grandma? 656 00:56:32,267 --> 00:56:36,021 "Dear diary, it's going to be me does anyone ever look like this? 657 00:56:36,771 --> 00:56:39,816 Who will embrace me with such passion?" 658 00:56:40,191 --> 00:56:41,651 Mom 659 00:56:42,527 --> 00:56:46,740 - Mom. -Hey honey, are you okay? 660 00:56:47,449 --> 00:56:48,575 I see you are doing great. 661 00:56:48,742 --> 00:56:51,286 You finally like it. That's a beautiful dress. 662 00:56:51,453 --> 00:56:52,829 It was about time. 663 00:56:53,663 --> 00:56:56,916 I would adjust them a bit. Otherwise they are perfect. 664 00:56:57,083 --> 00:56:59,544 -How much did they cost you? -50 euros. 665 00:56:59,711 --> 00:57:03,089 Why the sudden change? do you like a boy 666 00:57:03,798 --> 00:57:04,883 I have to study. 667 00:57:05,633 --> 00:57:07,761 Melissa, wait for me. 668 00:57:09,804 --> 00:57:11,181 Melissa! 669 00:57:12,307 --> 00:57:13,725 Melissa, wait for me. 670 00:57:16,936 --> 00:57:19,064 can i ride you 671 00:57:20,398 --> 00:57:23,485 -I don't have a helmet. - I have yours under the seat. 672 00:57:24,194 --> 00:57:25,987 I want to be alone. 673 00:58:14,828 --> 00:58:17,330 Melissa, wait. I can explain it to you. 674 00:58:17,706 --> 00:58:20,792 I wanted to stop them but it didn't work. 675 00:58:20,959 --> 00:58:22,877 It was terrible for me too. 676 00:58:48,695 --> 00:58:50,488 Your cell phone. 677 00:59:08,965 --> 00:59:10,592 Hello? 678 00:59:11,343 --> 00:59:12,719 Hi. 679 00:59:14,095 --> 00:59:15,513 Where? 680 00:59:33,948 --> 00:59:37,160 Arnaldo. So I came. 681 00:59:37,869 --> 00:59:39,704 Is Daniel here? 682 00:59:41,122 --> 00:59:42,624 Maybe. 683 00:59:44,959 --> 00:59:46,503 Come on. 684 00:59:57,222 --> 00:59:58,890 Why this disgusting place? 685 00:59:59,641 --> 01:00:01,976 Because it's a nice place. 686 01:00:03,269 --> 01:00:04,938 So come on. 687 01:00:11,861 --> 01:00:13,530 Wait. 688 01:00:18,910 --> 01:00:20,370 It's a game. 689 01:00:41,224 --> 01:00:43,143 But what am I doing here? 690 01:00:43,727 --> 01:00:45,145 But that's a stupid question. 691 01:00:45,854 --> 01:00:47,063 Without. 692 01:00:47,230 --> 01:00:49,399 Why did you blindfold me? 693 01:00:52,027 --> 01:00:53,987 Because you're a whore. 694 01:00:55,321 --> 01:00:59,159 And you do what I tell you. And you like it, right? 695 01:01:15,967 --> 01:01:17,469 I want to go away. 696 01:01:17,635 --> 01:01:19,346 Stop fooling around. 697 01:01:19,929 --> 01:01:22,474 - I don't want anymore. -Stop fooling around. 698 01:01:22,766 --> 01:01:24,392 No. 699 01:02:21,491 --> 01:02:23,451 Kneel down. 700 01:02:25,745 --> 01:02:27,247 Down. 701 01:02:27,580 --> 01:02:29,124 Down. 702 01:02:30,500 --> 01:02:32,252 Now show off. 703 01:02:32,877 --> 01:02:34,379 One by one. 704 01:02:34,963 --> 01:02:36,506 Like a pro. 705 01:04:07,555 --> 01:04:10,141 I counted myself a hundred times. 706 01:04:10,433 --> 01:04:11,851 It didn't help. 707 01:04:12,060 --> 01:04:15,063 It didn't lessen the torment or the pain. 708 01:04:15,563 --> 01:04:18,900 So what? I don't need to forget. 709 01:04:19,859 --> 01:04:23,655 No one will make me feel ashamed for what i am 710 01:04:52,726 --> 01:04:55,687 MYSELF: I had in my mouth 5 different men. 711 01:04:55,854 --> 01:04:57,939 5 different flavors. 712 01:04:58,481 --> 01:05:00,567 And how do you taste? 713 01:05:03,778 --> 01:05:06,614 CHIUNQUE: Instead of constant rejection come to me 714 01:05:06,781 --> 01:05:09,367 and I'll fuck you too. 715 01:05:10,368 --> 01:05:12,412 you keep talking 716 01:05:12,579 --> 01:05:14,372 but you can make everything up. 717 01:05:15,457 --> 01:05:17,876 MYSELF: And where will you be? 718 01:05:19,419 --> 01:05:23,590 Gianna Brezzi Street 25, flat 13, tomorrow afternoon. 719 01:05:24,215 --> 01:05:26,634 Or are you afraid of my taste? 720 01:05:29,971 --> 01:05:33,350 MYSELF: You should be worried. 721 01:05:34,392 --> 01:05:37,312 You'll see if I'm just making it up. 722 01:05:53,787 --> 01:05:55,330 Melissa. 723 01:05:56,664 --> 01:06:00,168 Melissa, darling, come and see what did i get you 724 01:06:08,259 --> 01:06:10,011 Melissa. 725 01:06:25,985 --> 01:06:27,404 Hello? 726 01:06:27,862 --> 01:06:29,239 Yes. 727 01:06:30,907 --> 01:06:34,244 Here are the keys. your father said to wait for him. 728 01:06:34,411 --> 01:06:35,787 Apartment 13. 729 01:06:36,413 --> 01:06:38,373 Thank you. 730 01:06:41,543 --> 01:06:43,253 Yes, I'll be right there. 731 01:07:20,623 --> 01:07:22,083 Kiss. Inside. 732 01:07:22,250 --> 01:07:25,086 The taste of semen. Dick in mouth. 733 01:07:25,253 --> 01:07:27,422 On the tongue. First time from behind. Sweet taste. 734 01:07:27,589 --> 01:07:30,008 Chemistry. I don't want to be like my mother. 735 01:07:30,175 --> 01:07:31,634 There were five of them. I smoked them all. 736 01:07:31,801 --> 01:07:35,555 Bad grade. Humiliation. Pain. 737 01:07:35,889 --> 01:07:37,974 Chat man. I'm going there. 738 01:07:45,857 --> 01:07:47,359 Melissa. 739 01:08:39,744 --> 01:08:43,456 Open the box and choose who do you want to be 740 01:08:48,336 --> 01:08:50,130 how is she can i follow her 741 01:08:50,296 --> 01:08:53,675 No, you can't. I'm sorry. He is in intensive care. 742 01:08:53,842 --> 01:08:56,094 Madam, sit here. 743 01:09:00,390 --> 01:09:02,142 Please sit down. 744 01:09:48,563 --> 01:09:49,898 Excuse me. 745 01:09:50,065 --> 01:09:53,026 You are Mrs. Elvíra's daughter-in-law, aren't you? 746 01:09:57,739 --> 01:10:00,617 I am her friend. 747 01:10:03,036 --> 01:10:06,164 Do you know she almost didn't recognize me? 748 01:10:16,591 --> 01:10:18,009 No. 749 01:10:23,264 --> 01:10:24,849 You must be strong. 750 01:10:25,767 --> 01:10:27,310 You must be strong. 751 01:11:35,128 --> 01:11:36,671 Myself? 752 01:11:46,556 --> 01:11:49,100 I'm sorry. We did everything we could. 753 01:11:49,601 --> 01:11:50,977 Thank you. 754 01:11:59,277 --> 01:12:00,653 Myself? 755 01:12:26,096 --> 01:12:27,722 Get out. 756 01:12:45,240 --> 01:12:47,200 what are you wearing 757 01:12:49,869 --> 01:12:51,955 You mixed everything together. 758 01:12:55,458 --> 01:12:57,043 Take your pick. 759 01:13:00,088 --> 01:13:01,631 You have to choose. 760 01:13:03,675 --> 01:13:05,385 You don't want to listen to me? 761 01:13:05,885 --> 01:13:07,929 Who do you think you are? 762 01:13:10,890 --> 01:13:12,851 Myself! 763 01:13:14,144 --> 01:13:15,729 punish me 764 01:13:25,155 --> 01:13:26,865 Now it's my turn. 765 01:13:41,463 --> 01:13:44,966 I want to leave! please let me go! 766 01:14:08,615 --> 01:14:09,741 Grandma! 767 01:14:24,089 --> 01:14:25,757 where is he 768 01:14:26,549 --> 01:14:28,593 I tried to call you. 769 01:14:28,760 --> 01:14:32,305 Then I'll take you there. You don't have to worry. She looks beautiful. 770 01:14:32,472 --> 01:14:33,807 Was she suffering? 771 01:14:35,141 --> 01:14:36,810 were you there 772 01:14:37,268 --> 01:14:40,438 No. It happened suddenly. 773 01:15:46,588 --> 01:15:48,006 My baby girl. 774 01:17:10,171 --> 01:17:12,173 The last time I saw her 775 01:17:12,799 --> 01:17:15,593 she was sitting on that bench. 776 01:17:19,055 --> 01:17:21,182 There was a man with her. 777 01:17:22,767 --> 01:17:25,061 He told her about love. 778 01:17:27,272 --> 01:17:29,065 Poor grandma. 779 01:17:30,400 --> 01:17:33,486 I didn't know that I loved her so much 780 01:17:34,404 --> 01:17:36,906 I will miss her cigarettes. 781 01:17:37,073 --> 01:17:38,616 Her messiness. 782 01:17:42,746 --> 01:17:44,497 How is that possible? 783 01:17:47,042 --> 01:17:49,210 She left me all alone. 784 01:17:51,046 --> 01:17:52,922 I'm here with you. 785 01:17:56,384 --> 01:17:58,428 I'm here 786 01:18:02,640 --> 01:18:04,476 I am blind. 787 01:18:07,771 --> 01:18:10,565 While the grandmother she has seen a lot. 788 01:18:14,569 --> 01:18:16,821 She knew you were... 789 01:18:22,577 --> 01:18:24,788 What, mom? 790 01:18:30,960 --> 01:18:32,837 This. 791 01:18:33,421 --> 01:18:35,423 Mom, did you read it? 792 01:18:37,050 --> 01:18:38,593 Why? 793 01:18:39,928 --> 01:18:41,930 She didn't have that. 794 01:18:45,892 --> 01:18:48,728 But is what he writes here true? 795 01:18:52,399 --> 01:18:55,777 Not now. Not now, please. 796 01:18:56,903 --> 01:18:58,363 Please. 797 01:18:58,530 --> 01:19:00,532 Is it true or not? 798 01:19:03,410 --> 01:19:05,537 And if that's not true... 799 01:19:07,038 --> 01:19:09,708 ...how could you make that up? 800 01:19:13,003 --> 01:19:14,754 It's true. 801 01:19:33,231 --> 01:19:37,318 I didn't expect that it's going to be this hard. 802 01:19:41,031 --> 01:19:42,699 forgive me 803 01:19:47,162 --> 01:19:49,247 I'm already here. 804 01:19:58,840 --> 01:20:01,468 summer 805 01:20:13,855 --> 01:20:16,775 "Dear diary, school is over. 806 01:20:16,941 --> 01:20:18,735 Summer is starting." 807 01:20:30,080 --> 01:20:31,790 Bull. 808 01:20:33,833 --> 01:20:35,251 come here 809 01:20:37,837 --> 01:20:40,548 "Can a single gesture erase everything? 810 01:20:40,715 --> 01:20:42,592 Can a person change at my age? 811 01:20:42,759 --> 01:20:45,220 And me, do I really want to change?" 812 01:20:55,230 --> 01:20:56,606 Melissa. 813 01:20:58,483 --> 01:20:59,984 Do it. 814 01:21:03,613 --> 01:21:06,074 I called you when I heard about grandma. 815 01:21:06,241 --> 01:21:09,703 But then I hung up. I didn't have the courage. 816 01:21:09,869 --> 01:21:12,247 can you imagine how was it without you 817 01:21:12,414 --> 01:21:15,542 I missed you too. Terrible. 818 01:21:18,420 --> 01:21:20,130 Did it jump out at you? 819 01:21:20,463 --> 01:21:23,508 I have a lot of girls why would i take yours 820 01:21:23,675 --> 01:21:26,970 -You bastard. -You believe bullshit, what do you say people? 821 01:21:27,137 --> 01:21:28,221 Daniel, 822 01:21:28,388 --> 01:21:30,181 Lavinia told me. 823 01:21:37,522 --> 01:21:39,274 So she told you? 824 01:21:40,150 --> 01:21:44,279 Did she tell you she was in my face? Did the cow tell you? 825 01:22:21,733 --> 01:22:25,653 Arnold! We won't meet after all argue about a girl, right? 826 01:22:30,492 --> 01:22:32,327 Hello, girls. Did you pass? 827 01:22:32,494 --> 01:22:35,830 Let's go find out. I must have failed, I can feel it. 828 01:23:04,150 --> 01:23:06,569 -We passed all three. -What about me? I failed, didn't I? 829 01:23:06,736 --> 01:23:09,406 -No, you passed too. -I'm relieved. 830 01:23:09,572 --> 01:23:14,035 - I have to repeat the triple. The bastards. -Will you go to Daniel's party? 831 01:23:14,202 --> 01:23:16,705 You call that a party? I'm not going 832 01:23:16,871 --> 01:23:19,833 -Daniel gets angry. -So what? I'm not going there. 833 01:23:20,000 --> 01:23:21,501 He failed. 834 01:23:22,877 --> 01:23:24,504 And are you happy? 835 01:23:24,671 --> 01:23:26,715 Yeah. Well, no. 836 01:23:27,257 --> 01:23:30,093 Not because I failed... 837 01:23:30,301 --> 01:23:32,012 ...but because you're talking to me. 838 01:23:32,429 --> 01:23:34,347 This is the first time. 839 01:23:37,392 --> 01:23:38,935 wait for me 840 01:23:39,102 --> 01:23:41,521 But I'm also glad that I failed 841 01:23:41,688 --> 01:23:45,191 -At least I can go to art school. - Are you leaving? 842 01:24:15,263 --> 01:24:16,806 is that me 843 01:24:18,308 --> 01:24:20,018 How did you draw them? 844 01:24:20,185 --> 01:24:22,145 I never noticed it. 845 01:24:30,987 --> 01:24:33,907 This is where I fell in love with you. 846 01:24:37,702 --> 01:24:38,995 You were there. 847 01:24:40,872 --> 01:24:42,374 I remember. 848 01:24:46,044 --> 01:24:48,380 Can I paint your first portrait? 849 01:24:48,546 --> 01:24:49,923 First? 850 01:24:50,090 --> 01:24:52,759 The first you'll know about. 851 01:26:52,212 --> 01:26:54,005 That's a beautiful portrait. 852 01:26:54,964 --> 01:26:57,467 -What are you doing here? - I was looking for you. 853 01:26:57,592 --> 01:27:00,887 There is a party in the evening. Parents are out of town. I can get it going. 854 01:27:01,054 --> 01:27:03,848 Don't bother me with parties anymore. They are all the same. 855 01:27:05,642 --> 01:27:07,477 All the same? 856 01:27:12,357 --> 01:27:14,442 My parties are not all the same. 857 01:27:17,612 --> 01:27:19,406 Come on, let's have fun. 858 01:27:19,531 --> 01:27:22,075 - I don't want anymore. -Seriously? 859 01:27:22,242 --> 01:27:23,618 Since when? 860 01:27:25,453 --> 01:27:26,788 i know you 861 01:27:26,996 --> 01:27:29,624 It was the first time he looked at me 862 01:27:29,791 --> 01:27:31,793 and I felt nothing. 863 01:27:31,960 --> 01:27:34,713 I couldn't see myself in his eyes. 864 01:27:39,467 --> 01:27:41,553 He was there, saying the words 865 01:27:41,720 --> 01:27:44,347 which I wanted to hear from him so long 866 01:27:44,556 --> 01:27:46,474 And I didn't care anymore. 867 01:27:46,641 --> 01:27:49,769 Only I know how beautiful you are. 868 01:27:55,608 --> 01:27:57,360 I'm going to the stupid party. 869 01:27:59,612 --> 01:28:02,073 I'll be strong enough to to show everyone 870 01:28:02,240 --> 01:28:05,535 that I am no longer interested in their games. 871 01:29:13,061 --> 01:29:14,562 Melissa. 872 01:29:14,979 --> 01:29:16,690 Melissa! 873 01:29:20,110 --> 01:29:21,486 Come here! 874 01:29:21,653 --> 01:29:24,614 where are you going You must stay with me! 875 01:29:45,427 --> 01:29:47,345 I am different. 876 01:29:50,890 --> 01:29:52,809 I say to myself... 877 01:29:54,769 --> 01:29:56,938 ...how Marco would paint me now. 878 01:31:18,770 --> 01:31:21,856 I am very happy. He is very nice. 879 01:31:22,023 --> 01:31:24,901 I wanted to show him to you before you fly away 880 01:31:25,068 --> 01:31:26,611 I picked up the plane tickets. 881 01:31:26,778 --> 01:31:29,864 You will change in Frankfurt. Then to Jeddah. 882 01:31:30,031 --> 01:31:32,909 He said if I will be allowed on the platform? 883 01:31:33,076 --> 01:31:35,328 He asked for permission, yes. 884 01:31:35,995 --> 01:31:38,081 I would love to be there with you. 885 01:31:38,790 --> 01:31:41,084 But there are a lot of weddings in June. 886 01:31:41,209 --> 01:31:44,295 Why don't you ask Mrs. Adele a week off? 887 01:31:44,462 --> 01:31:45,547 Gold. 888 01:31:45,714 --> 01:31:47,590 She was kind enough. 889 01:31:47,757 --> 01:31:50,427 She gave me two weeks off so I can supervise the work here. 890 01:31:50,593 --> 01:31:54,931 And daddy likes to spend some time with you. Just you two. 891 01:32:07,277 --> 01:32:08,737 Mom! 892 01:32:10,071 --> 01:32:12,657 do you like I found her in my grandmother's room. 893 01:32:12,824 --> 01:32:14,242 She was beautiful. 894 01:32:14,409 --> 01:32:16,828 She looks a lot like you, darling.